ray

- stop it- stop it-

2005-09-03T17:30:00.000-07:00

..u keep scoldin me also no use..i didn't do anything..u keep givin me tis impression tat u dun hate me.now i noe how u feel abt me n i'll not change ur mind but i'll face up 2 reality..i can either do e easyer way which is hate u 4 life..which will like how 2 sae make me suffer nahx...waste my time...or i can do e harder way..still treat u as a fren..n 4give u..4 insultin me...haix..i dun care..u r really unreasonable...u anyhow acuse me of something..i thought u knew me...so well tat u can read my mind...guess it was not wad i expected..4get it man..i'll hv 2 accpect e truth..pass 2 yrs it was e same...i really got prob wf myself..but they also nv tell me they hate me untill when they cannot take it...i duno..mayb ppl hvn't really thought of wad will happen if they really do something wrong..i could hv juz complain wad they wrote...but nv...dun wanna stir up anymore trouble...insult somemore...anyway my life is worthless...i juz can't find wad i was missin...long 2 turn bac time..when everything was rite 4 me..

-regerted not tokin 2 u-

2005-08-25T18:53:00.000-07:00

..will come bac??i missed so many chances 2 tok 2 u..wanted 2 tok 2 u in e morning but couldn't find u...n u went 2 early..n now i'll nv get e chance 2 tok 2 u anymore..so sry will u 4gif me..it wwas my fault..i was i had tok 2 u even it was juz hi..i know u'll feel happy..n i know tat u felt sad when i didn't sae hi 2 u at all...all tis mths...i'm sry..regerted..

-damn 2 headed snake-lol pity u-

2005-08-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

..man i juz met a 2 headed-snake hu juz bad-mouth me on msn.so rock man.but seriously i pity u alot...livin ur life as such low status...aiyoyo...2 bad not my loss...i pity u man..so appy seeing u hate me n suffer..i duno y mayb it is bcuz u had cause me more den enough trouble..lol...so happy..torture me?not tat easy but 2 torture u..v easy..

-tml sci test-

2005-08-23T20:40:00.000-07:00

damn...tml sci test...so worried..haix..must study..but i dun feel like it..mayb tml morning den i study...i duno weather i'm in e teacher's day thing lehx...hiax...yay...so happy chris can come bac 2 skl 2 play liao..yay...yay..

-wad 2 do-

2005-08-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

stuck in between..i duno wad 2 do..see u jioing other gals makes me feel quite jealous.Feel like steading wf u..but u change wheneva we stead.wad 2 do.i noe i still like u n want 2 b wf u,but wheneva we r steadin i dun feel like 2 b in relationship wf u...i guess we r not meant 2 b n shld juz try n get rid of e jealously..shld juz study hard n 4get abt all tis stuff...it ain't gonna help me go any where if i carry on thinking abt tis matter...haix...i'm sry..but i some how still can't stop thinking of u...

-Nokia 3230-

2005-08-20T21:34:00.000-07:00

Nokia 3230...i want sia..my type of phone..big screen...nice..wana get it as soon as possible man..dying 2 hv it...wonder when will i get it..but i still luv my phone..sad-woah debate so difficult sia..duno wad 2 do- eh teacher y must choose me,i still got a test 2 study man-no matter wad i'll try my best 2 get in the top 3...it is a must!!

-water-water-

2005-08-19T22:30:00.000-07:00

so tired sia..still got gb..really feel like goin home 2 sleep...drill so long man...turn also cannot turn properly...got gaps in between e tiles tat almost make me fall..embrassin sia..aft tat devotion..woah..got ppl cry..hehe i also got cry dun sae me..e songs r really v touchin..i mean like it so called capture u n gif u e type of feelin tat u r v cosy v loved..den is GAMES time YAY!!...hehe..water BOMB!!...-splah-splah-...WEE so fun man..sad cannot play flour or water anymore...once in a while can?...also cannot so sad..fridae full uniform sat also...haix..

-wtf lit project wk-

2005-08-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

damn sia-project work n project work i hate project works..stupid skl...y got so many project works-im not e 1 hu hv attitude prob,is u hv lor stupid brian wilson-stfu la stupid idiot ian-busybody-play n play la...when need 2 hand in u push all e work 2 me la..iresponsible freaks!at least charis n me got do e other paper...not like u play n play...bloodly idiot callin urself christain dun even fit 2 b 1...dun even behave like christain sia..christain christain..wad shit sia u..wad i go 2 tis chruch i go 2 tat chruch..go n die la..i noe more facts den u even though i dun go 2 chruch...wad not fit 2 wear a cross...go n die la...i debate wf u la..c hu win...bloody hell wana argue wf me..get ur facts rite b4 b4 tellin me wad 2 do bullshiter!...oi ah bu i gif u face by not typin ur name here ok...stop showin attitude 2 me la...troublesome

-banner painting-

2005-08-16T16:23:00.000-07:00

...2dae stayed bac untill 5.30pm+...2 do e banner...so nice..n kool...but v cartoon..hehe...woah do untill whole body pain...n paint...yup..also duno y must do this banner stuff....i find it total waste of time sia...hope my class banner get into top 3...yup

-WELC'M BAC-

2005-08-15T21:24:00.000-07:00

welcome bac guy!..hope u do really change!...anythng u duno abt sci u can ask me k?e class has been so borin wfout u 4 jokin around..but dun go 2 over board hor:)hehe...dun pick on any1 else...later tat person whack u den u whack bac..den fight...better not get a BLUE FORM hor...if not heart pain sia//still duno y ppl like 2 scold me when i'm meaning them well..hiax..help u also got prob..next time u seriously sufferin i dun help u liao//

-planing 2 kill-

2005-08-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

..planing 2 kill myself..but is it really worth?i feel tat e whole world is crashing down on me..kill myself i dare not...i dun wan 2 hurt my luv 1s...but if i'm forced 2 i'll do it...history repeated itself again..i can not help but tink of e bad times..god-bros gone..part of my life is missin...i really duno wad's plan 4 me ahead..y must i suffer so much?y can't i b like some ppl hu hv no prob at all..i wan 2 die if i hv nth 2 lose...givin up my life 4 other ppl happiness is a gd ting..if i'm invitin so much trouble 2 my class...means i'm cuzin ppl 2 b miserable..happiness is better..killin 1 person 4 my class happiness is gd...

-ending 2 friendships in 20min-

2005-08-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

so much 4 e grands&bro relationship..insult me all u wan i thought u were different but it looks like i was wrong u r e same..i thought u noe me well but it seems 2 me tat u dun..u fake me...wad u tink i'm jokin,u dun even care abt me as a sis...still can sae wad ur attention...y is it tat everything i do u also hv 2 sae something??can't u even b more understandin...mayb i really hv some prob wf myself..i'm a jinx..shld juz kill myself..i'm useless..everything i do seems so wrong 2 every1...being truthful is also wrong...god tell me..wad hv u plan 4 me...y must u make me suffer so much tat u r driving me 2 e core..

-life skill roject work-

2005-08-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

..sian..went 2 skl do e normal stuff...but was high again..WEE!!..hehe...went 2 abi hse 2 do e stupid life skill project work...waste my time...also duno y must do e stupid research on e trees in mount faber sia...went 4 GB..was late...stayed bac aft GB clean e GB room....n went home...SRY ABI 4 LETTTING U DO ALL E WORK...SRY...

-cookies-yumm-

2005-08-09T22:37:00.000-07:00

...hehe...2dae woke up n bake cookies again!!yum....better dne yesterday's cookie...duh!!...hiax...tml going 2 sentosa wf my maid...results...of not hvin any friends....wad 2 do..no1 even wants 2 help me change me bac 2 mi real self...not even e person hu noes me best...hiax...wana cry my heart out...but...hu notices tat i'm sufferin..no1 no1...no even a single soul...so wad 2 do..losin my frienz means losin my entire self...haix...2 bad 4 me..best thing 4 me 2 do is 2 sleep 4eva..

-founder's dae celebration-

2005-08-04T15:01:00.000-07:00

-my ah gong's b'dae-

2005-07-31T20:16:00.000-07:00

haha....2dae went 2 eat breadfeast wf e whole grp of family 2 celebrate my ah gong's b'dae..heh...ya...so tried....went 2 his hse aft eating,cut cake den i went home...so tried....nth much 2 do...i'm scare tat my sms bill will go up(raed yrs)..yep....was tokin 2(raed) juz now...hehe....miss u!...luv ya...

-awardhy my god-bro-

2005-07-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

..haha....2dae awardhy b'cums my god-bro..hehe....so happie yet so angry....stupid lah...buy all my stuff n bring 2 skl...4 e full-dress rehersal den sae "oh erm sry our performance time is 2 long so u will not b performing."....i was like wtf....i went trough all these trouble n tis is wad i get....bullshit lah...u'll regert 4 kicking me out man....comfirm 1...im not gonna take part in anymore stupid things e skl ask 4....if e performance is full den y still ask ppl 2 join?...stupid...haix..

-painting dae 2-

2005-07-28T22:58:00.000-07:00

..haix...2dae got 10 ppl in our class cry...class record man...haix...wad 2 do....anyways...2dae stayed untill 5+ 2 help paint 1B's classroom...yep...arhx...stupid..y e teachers nv tink of how inconsiderate of them 2 tell us wheather i m in or out of e damn performance....tml i dun even noe wheatehr i need 2 goo 4 e practise...

-painting dae 1-

2005-07-27T21:24:00.000-07:00

..sain 2dae nth much...onli thing slept early last nite den wake up so happy...aft e STUPID IT punishment, duno y all e teachers like 2 use tis phrase "one fofr all,all for one" (walking round e half-netball court once)...but anyways i still quite happy...den aft skl i went 2 meet poornima at dover....came bac 2 skl...wanted 2 go over pr skl but stupid rule sae not allow 2 go in...stupid stupid lah....aft tat i went 2 sing e song at p2 den went 2 help 2 paint in jing fang's class...got some sec 4I ppl helping also...haha...so fun 2dae...

-stupid-

2005-07-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

...wah lao....rubbish lah....hu e hell change e GB dance Founder's day performance 2 teacher's day performance sia....y nv tell us early den we wouldn't practise untill like mad...waste my time at e audition n im all alone 4 e performance.....wah lao....STUPID!!i'm gonna kill tat person hu change it sia....grr..STUPID!!STUPID!!!...so damn freakin pisst man...

-wahh....hw-

2005-07-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

man...2dae so tried sia....went 4 tuition n watch movie...4GOT all abt hw man...pisst sia....call so many ppl no1 ans me...den i come online i ask so many ppl...all gif me e ans...compo lah...OBVIOUS is compo den wad compre arhx....haix...4get it...i'll get booking tml lah...i'll juz wait 4 my death sentence....hope mrs toh dun book me sia....stupid lah...i went 2 shop 4 e clothings 4 e stupid founder's dae wdv shit thing...cost my abt $50 lah...if tat teacher makes anymore remarks...i'll reason out wf him real hard till he gif up...unreasonble lah stupid skl...want ppl 2 wear something more youngster den also cannot wear 2 wad....so wad u me 2 wear sia...wear high boots look so adult mahx...plz lah tis is e in thing now....u where got c ppl wear shorts,t-shirt n slippers 2 stage 1...crazy ppl...//some ppl really hv atittude prob//

-dancing man-

2005-07-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

...wah...2dae so tried...stayed bac n learn e dance..sad michelle quit sia....mayb i shld...but nahx...shld b enthu in everything...2 find interest in every little thingy tat i do...yep...wonder y they choose e same song as e other group some e ppl in other v wad 1...haix...sad...e dance so fast...keep 4geting sia...hmm....mayb bcuz too many test in 1 dae...tmls till got math test again sia...wahwah...sob stupid lah...wanna kill us by hving test dae aft dae isit...stupid y they nv think 1...3 test in 1 dae how e hell 2 learn sia....stupid sia...

-MP3-

2005-07-20T20:25:00.000-07:00

...damn u stupid jamie....use my mp3 and delete my song FUCK u lah!....use ur own mp3 lah bitch....idiot...stupid u noe how long i find my songs u idiotic piece of shit!i want you out of my life!!BITCH!!BITCH!!HATE YOU!!!!.....my mp3....sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob

-enrichment-

2005-07-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

darn it!2dae got enrichment...missed my gb practise dance all b'cuz of tat enrichment...prm skl got do b4 wad...y do again...can sleep sia...sian...nth much 2 write liao...hiax..

-missed out 1 lesson of P.E-

2005-07-18T20:38:00.000-07:00

wah...2dae so suck...missed out 1 lesson of P.E man...damn u...wad is tis...stupid history...haix...2dae so sian...nth much...onli thing got high during chinese...suddenly i was compeletly so down during sci...dun wanna get high sae something wrong..den kana warning agian..haix...i sick n tried of tis ****ing class...i wished i can change class even better still get them expelled...haix...they r like making my life meriserble...hiax....will end here....

-y change sq members-

2005-07-15T21:22:00.000-07:00

damn it 2dae change of GB members...**** lah...hate it lah..all my frends all gone onli left me wf ppl i duno...n some ppl i hate!....stupid..stupid....**** lahx....cannot change class already bad enough now change sq y is it like tat...i got more den enough challenges liao...i dun 1 so many challenges espacially things tat concern my friends...i HATE IT!!adapt 2 my surroundings ya rite...hv been like suffering 4 2yrs cuz of e ppl around me...den when is it gonna end?...y m i so damn ****ing stress??irritating...grr...

-damn-

2005-07-14T19:40:00.000-07:00

...sain 2dae gto nth much lah...went 2 mount faber 2 do project work..ahaa....still can't believe it tat mr chan acttually tok 2 me abt my bad behaviour 2dae...it is like i'm on high lah....wad do u expect me 2 do..den somemore most of my teacher wouldn't even let me ans qn..mayb b'cuz i ans 2 many qn yesterday...haix...but can u even imagin tat ur favourite tecaher tok 2 u abt ur behaviour in class??...i mean it is like totally wad lor...haix..mayb i shld shut my mouth 4 e rest of e mths...during lesson time...espacially sci lesson....damn...so much hw lor...irritating...doc sae i continue 2 pressure myself i'll hv some stress sickness...how 2 not pressure myself...hw lehx...tests lehx...exams lehx...if i really kana i'm gonna sue MOE man...so wad lor....will end here

-sad dae-

2005-07-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

..damn..2dae so tried....whole body all aching man...haix..i'm really sry...i juz dun feel rite 2gether wf u....besides i hv planned 2 not hv any steads 4 around 1yr...i'm really sry... 1000apologizes.....4give me plz...haix...

-last dae performance 4 soka-

2005-07-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

YAY!!last dae of performance...so fun i luv e performance man!!....so tried....yesterdae 1 performance, 9am-8pm den 2dae 7.30am-6pm....killer sia...but it was fun lalala....tml hv 2 wear GB full U man....lol...ok tat's all//luv u man peth,megan,tingting//

-learning trip-

2005-07-07T19:10:00.000-07:00

....man 4got 2 bring my stuff 4 e service learning trip...luckily my parents brought my stuff man...phew....wad we do at mount faber?clean e place ....fertilize e plants...tried but fun...hehe...haix...wad's happen 2 my life man....y ah bu sae my atittude change?....damn her lah...tell her 2 tell me dun wan 2 tell...den still can sae my atittude change...she is e 1 hu's atittude change lor....ggr....wad's going on man...my life hv been turned upsidedown....

-short chapel-

2005-07-06T18:50:00.000-07:00

...hmm....dunno y m i always laughing during Mr Loh class??i duno....hehe...still wondering if i did anything wrong 2dae...hhmm...i dun tink so leh...go 2 skl study eng,lit,recess,IT,cl,sci den lit again....yay sci rox man....luv sci...oh dear 4gotten abt mr chan...suppose 2 meet him aft skl so he can donate....damn...anyways...still got tml...hehe...still got mr lee hvn't ask..er...art teacher....ya i tink tat's abt it...haix...still duno wad's wrong wf her lah...1 min tok den dun tok..duno wheather she is playing wf my feelings sia...wanna ask me something also must ask ppl 2 ask me,like i got some kind of germ tat can onli affect her lor...haix...she dun care abt me den i dun care abt her lor...simple logic...[treat others, how u wan them 2 treat u]...acttualy tis phrase is also not quite true...i treat some of my friends well den they come n tease me...irritating...duno wad's up wf e ppl around me man...all so damn werid 1...freaky man..damn 2dae also got 2 go home early miss chapel 4 1h man....so sad...hope SCYF can end early....
//really wan u 2 change but u give me tat type of response\\fine lor//dun even noe ppl care abt u\\u cannot b saved liao//!!\\thank u man u hv made me suffer last yr n now tis yr\\u r damn bloodly gd man//

-2nd nite-

2005-07-02T22:25:00.000-07:00

...wahh...soka meetin at 9am 2dae...so tried dun feel like sia...hiax....8pm...at e place...damn waited untill 9.30pm...shit lah....waste time there onli...hiax...stupid malay gal go n die lah think wad so easy 2 b on stage arhx...u try lah....idiotic....hiax...tml soka rehersal...10am-7.30pmahhh....so long man...

-farewell party-

2005-07-01T22:05:00.000-07:00

wah...juz came bac frm e sec 4 GB farewell party....aahh...so sad..*sob*sob*..started cryin when e party started liao...i'm really gonna miss all e sec 4s...they treat all e sec 1s like part of their family...durin e beganing of e yr..i really nv hv such gd seniors in my life b4...i really dun wan them 2 leave...ahh...i wanted 2 stay bac a little longer 2 chat wf e sec 4s but...my parents came already so i gtg...so sad...i'm sry i didn't manage 2 finish all e cards in time...i'm so SRY!!...LOVE U GUYS MAN!!*HUGS*HUGS*

-inuyasha-

2005-06-30T22:40:00.000-07:00

lala....11pm inuyasha..WHOO...2dae at skl got nth much 2 do...erm....still no ans frm any1 yet...lala....got another 1 at sat nite....2nd already....so fast...hehe....sian...wad is bad influence??wad is gd influence??is there any??y can't i find any in my class??....tell me y did i come 2 tis class even though my PSLE marks r higher den some ppl frm better class??being alone will do alot gd 4 me...if onli i can bare wf it....4 6mths..humble??wad's being humble??being quiet?...nv felt rite..
plz help me ans e qns i post yesterday..

-rememberin e past--living e present--thinking of future--suffering in memory-

-gone-

2005-06-29T23:15:00.000-07:00

sad....tis morning my maid took a plane off 2 her country....she'll b gone 4 2 weeks man....how can i take it...wah lao...i really duno wad happen 2 every1 in my skl lah...like totally change in everyway n everyhow...best thing i can do now is not get influence...so i can keep 2 my plan...hu understands me??hu realises me??hu can read my mind??.....well i guess is nv...i rather b alone den 2 destroy my plans 4 some happness tat onli last 4 1 dae..when on earth can i find some1 hu understands me....got 3 best-friend all frm fmps....1 in newtown sec e other 2 in sec 1b....haix....express...i dun gif a damn anymore...as long as i keep 2 my plans..i'm willin 2 gif up almost everything....wad r frenz?some1 tat follow popularity?tell me e meanin....true frens?nv eva heard of it here in sec skl life....//if u eva think tat frenz r those hu follow n serve u//u r so damn wrong\\dun eva test my patiention on frendship//
\\eva think y cute n pretty gals hv more dun pure frenz?//frenz like tis r nv true\\so y humans thinks tat onli cute n pretty gals r more attractive//y most humans look at e outer cover\\nv looks on e inner side//wad so gd abt outer cover\\u r created tat way so b it//but ur inner side\\u can mould it//
\\actin cute will not help u in e future//\\backstabbin will get retribution//pushin blame 2 others will soon fire back at you//
i hv no idea y im so dead 2dae....mayb cuz i tink 2 much of tis....but seriously....y tis way n not e other way around??anyway ans??....i bet no1 hv.....it is a problem tat can nv b solved...

-2nd day of skl aft june holi-

2005-06-28T21:05:00.000-07:00

sian....2nd day of skl n i started missin soka's training....damn....i got so much stuff 2 do..geez...hw n hw....man y must change 2 new techer...no fun...i rather hv our old teacher bac....one reason is we noe wad's e punishment...secondly...erm...they understand us better?..i duno juz prefered e old teachers....lala....sian....problems wf frenz n all sort of craps r c'min bac....geez...tis type of stuff is killin me...juz hate it man...i guess not everyone is considerate.....anyway no1 really cares...now-a-days ppl look frenz as popular or not...those popular 1s hv a gd life...but 2 me it isn't....v soon it'll juz bcm those hu r not popular...y can't everything b e same as pr skl life....frenz 4eva....nv 4gets each other....4va in contact...y did it change?....humans r juz trouble....

-sick-

2005-06-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

...sian...last few days juz fell sick n still hv not recover yet....haix...i'll hv 2 try my v best...tml i'm also goin 2 Fu Hua sec skl 2 go 4 my training...ahhh...e dance steps....hehe....so embarassin sia...lol...got nth better 2 do...i go do my nails n watch e korean show...hehe....nice sia...lol...hehe...

-killin time-

2005-06-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

...sian...aft going ye liao shi class i went 2 my grandma's hse...bored....come bac home do hw,chat n play maple...didn't noe he got a gf...hiax duno y i feel alittle sad anyways....i already got a bf now so y shld i bother so much abt him....ya i noe he is my bro...but i shld onli care 4 him as a bro..lalala....okok...no more sad moments...enough is enough...look on e bright side man....well all i hv 2 do is juz 2 wish him luck wf his gf...lalala...sian....kinda bored gotta sleep early tml got performance practise...hehe...

-soka training-

2005-06-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

whoa...2dae's trainig was normal.....all e main charactors came....there was a gal n magen(or how u spell it)she was e 1 hu acted in e 'home run' show....so kool lah...i didn't noe she was in soka....quite suprised....anyways...ya tat's abt it...gonna carry on playin maple story...

--bac frm penang--

2005-06-13T20:40:00.000-07:00

YAY!bac frm penang...haha.....i miss my com hehe...e camp was fun.....so happy was awarded ms enthu....hehe....i dunno lah...durin tat 4days i was really on high....haha..e preformance @ GB penang 2nd was fun...e dance went well....everything was okay....not inslutin but...e gals there were like....gangster kind...so wad sia...dun really care...as long as they dun pisst me off den i m fine....haha....last few days i eat alot....3 bowls of rice every meal...hehe...big eater...nth much 2 sae liao...onli it was a fun exprience...i would definatly go again...hehe

--tuition--

2005-05-22T21:20:00.000-07:00

haix...2dae i went 2 ye liao shi's hse 4 tuition...stayed there 4 afew hrs....frm 12pm 2 5pm....man...so long...tml feel like goin 2 tuition again if not got nth 2 do at home....tinking of goin 2 train wf my frens 2 run...but i tink i over work myself...now i like can't even walk properly....if can im like bearin e damn pain lahx...really zhe mo lehx...haix...

-wu liao-

2005-05-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

...haix...do 2dae i feel so sad n down...got nth much 2 do....life seemed 2 b passin slowly but in acttual fact..it is v fast....sports day...running 100m feel like dropping out of e event cuz im suffering frm my tigh pain...n not really a fast runner....so...c 1st if i can recover in time...yep..mayb i'll run:)

-no chapel practicesob-

2005-05-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

wah....2dae so sian...nth much 2 do cuz got no chapel practice...2 wks liao lor....no chapel practice...haix...no chapel practice...makes me damn sad...u dunno y but e onli thing can make me happy 4 a few days is onli chapel practice....haix....pat is still askin ppl hu wan 2 run 4 sports day...i dunno wheather i should run ...haix...

lala

2005-05-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

feeling kinda bored 2dae.....dun feel like living through life...haix...2dae ben got scratched by russel 2dae cuz of some stupid stuff....haix...sad lor...kana scratch on e face...*ouch*...dun really feel like goin bac 2 skl...i dunno y but i hv e fear whenever i c those gals i'll advoid them...dunno y i must advoid them sia...i also didn't do anything wrong..haix...mayb i need sometime 2 recover my stabbed heart...aft so many stuff happen...always feelin down..expect e unexpected...haix.....stayed bac 4 chapel untill 5pm....

-boring!!-

2005-05-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

wad 2 do sia....so borin...wanted 2 go out play but i tink i better stay at home 2 study...sian..sian...now studyin home edcons...so boring...haix...2dae nic scared me by grabbin my ankle frm e bac...he damn playful sia...haix...hope tml is not another boring dae....i tink i'll hv 2 quit chapel band cuz im not a christian.....if i get caught i tink i'll like get kicked out...hiax...

--pen knife--

2005-05-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

haix...2dae got nth 2 do used pen knife 2 cut myself....so fun seeing e blood drip:)...kool lor...anywayz...nth really did happen 2dae...hiax...sian..sian...im like day-dreamin e whole day SAD lor...no chapel band...haix...

--boring monday--

2005-05-09T19:40:00.000-07:00

tis ting really sux a whole lot man...internet spoil onli can use my sis com...can't download songs or games....boring man...i really tink i can die without internet...haix...e W.H.E.E.L wk was boring expect 4 pula ubin trip...it was damn fun...haix...wish tat GB n BB hv a combination camp den we say tat rawkz man...haix..but 4 e time being...i dun tink it happen...haix....sian..sian..finished e sci project work...tml must bring 2 skl...boring!!....nth much 2 do....nth 2 write liao...wish 2dae got skl...den at least i'll b happier...wf my frenz...haix..

--healthzone--

2005-05-04T20:25:00.000-07:00

..2dae went 2 healthzone 2 do some stupid stuff...den came bac 2 skl...when we were abt 2 c'm down frm e bus...e bus driver stop us n scold e ppl behind 4 playin wf e pillow...den patten n lincoln show e driver atittude den e driver said "You don't show me your fucking atittude!"...man tat driver rox lor....hehe....den aft tat..waited outside e lab rm 4 e crush tok...while waitin(still got 15min more)i went 2 e toilet,joey saw me goin 2 e toilet den followed me n asked y mel is angry wf her den i said i duno...den chat abt 10min den we walked out...e sec 2s came out,marc was gayin nikki den i had 2 shout at them 2 stop gayin...soon....everyting happened so fast,class end,me ,michelle,brian,allister,markong n chester went 2 tiong 1st den 2 safar 2 play bowlin.....played 2 games...den i went 2 michelle hse 2 finish project....not done yet...so i bring home 2 continue...den now at home writin tis lor....nth 2 write liao..

--Sci project dae(DNA)--

2005-05-03T19:10:00.000-07:00

haix....2dae aft skl i went 2 tiong wf michelle 2 get materials 4 e project work...yingying said she couldn't make it cuz she needs 2 go home early...but aft e shoppin i went 2 michelle hse 2 start e project...we called ying2...abt 4pm n her parents said she wasn't home yet.....if tml she not c'min den me n michelle is goin 2 kick her out liao...where got ppl so irresponsible 1....anyways...almost completed e DNA stuff onli need 2 decorate it n stuff den can liao lor...haix...kana sway sway...michelle hu is scare of a gal call karin is also my soka frend ..we met her at tiong also..haha....n got e stupid super glue on me index finger...man it sux lor....

--dying 2 go bac 2 skl--

2005-05-02T17:10:00.000-07:00

haix...2dae....so bored...woke up around 9am went 4 tuition ....when i came bac home it is around 1pm...stayed at home....watch tv,play com....nth much 2 do lahx...erm....i tink my older sis want 2 look 4 e ah lans in my skl hu bullied me cuz she keep askin me when is their recess...haix...anyways..didin't manage 2 tell her thier recess time cuz..i didn't noe wad time is their recess...i also dun wan any problems lah....hiax....sian....gtg laio..i'll write tml again..

---shoppin dae---

2005-05-01T18:35:00.000-07:00

erm....2dae arhx...feelin quite tried...shopped 4 shoe n got 2nd ear hole(ouch)...bought my shoe at bata...north star,n got my 2nd ear hole at taka....surpised tat they dun use guns anymore..they u a plastic tingys instead...it feels kinda pain cuz it is done slowly...can feel e needle goin through my ear skin slowly....hope dun get caught by teacher when i go bac 2 skl....haix....wish tml hv skl.....do wad tml sia...

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